that guy over there…

since i've been entirely shitty at keeping this site updated (though totally not shitty in paying to keep it existing) i figured i'd try this little exercise which i saw here.  he saw it here and here and said those people got it here.  it's basically a writing exercise designed to give you things to write about and i suppose explore your true inner feelings about yourself and others.  essentially it's cheaper, though less effective, therapy.

it's called the 30 days of truth.  why?  i guess because the idea of it is to be honest to yourself (and however many strangers wander through your little patch of the internets).  I'm not sure if whoever invented it wanted it to be written over 30 consecutive days, nor do i care.  i simply hope to get it done ever.  ideally within 90 days or so.

why so long?  well, for starters, i hope to have other stuff to post a tad more frequently.  also, because looking at the questions, i genuinely have no answer for a couple of them.  like the one around day 14 or so (i could look at the list and be accurate, but i won't) about a hero who let me down.  i don't really have a hero.  never did to my knowledge.  of course, this could be because the hero let me down and i stopped letting that person be my hero.  as i said i think that's the point of this, so some of them will require thought.  worst case scenario, i'll write a letter to superman scorning him for knocking up lois lane in an alternate timeline causing the shitty new superman movie and wonder aloud why he didn't simply attempt a "spin the world backward" abortion to save us all.

so, without further delay, here are the questions of truth.  you can tell i copied and pasted them because there are capital letters. *drumroll*

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself